Sunday, May 23, 2004

Aside from my friends in the U.K. this would be an excellent reason to move...

Is there any relief...it's been a month since the depression has flared up...15 years of pain...when will it all end?

Monday, May 17, 2004

Finally...I received closure on Saturday...the difficulty lies in embracing it...It's been over a year and I couldn't get Allyson out of my head...And through odd happenstance I ran into her at a bar in Cleveland...As if it was through divine intervention that our paths crossed yet again...She was very awkward, she sputtered out sentence fragments that were disjointed...And on top of it all I think her lifestyle has finally caught up with her...I am so happy that I am not with this person...but, I have a question...How does one displace all of the energy that is meant for a romantically involved relationship? I consistently get myself into trouble because I grow bored...there is simply no one that peaks my interest and as a result I try to enter into relationships with non-believer's...How does one rectify this vicious cycle? Ignore the desires of the heart? Ask God to redeem you only to be perpetually frustrated with the answers given? What does it take?

Wednesday, May 12, 2004

Yeah, this Blog is hot, I love this sweet action...

So, I did a stupid thing, I went to change the template on my blog, before I copied all the links and comments from my original template...all is lost...it will take me at least a week (because I never do the blog) to fix this thing...Sorry

Tuesday, May 11, 2004

Last night I was able to see the new movie Troy...It won't be out until Friday, however, I am a lucky guy and received a free pass early...Ladies if you want to see Brad Pitt naked this is the movie for you...Yesterday was a very long day, I spent the majority of the day doing my medical school application...I finished a third of it...Pretty excited about that, yet the process seems quite daunting...

Wednesday, May 05, 2004

CINCO DE MAYO!!!! I am so excited...this is a holiday that I can celebrate!!!!

Tuesday, May 04, 2004

I am getting a little nervous, yet excited...It seems as though this Medical Missions thing just might work out after all...That really makes me happy...however, I am a little nervous about the MCAT scores that won't be here for another month...That definitely doesn't make me happy...we'll see what happens...May God truly be glorified amidst all of the craziness...